So. Today. Just sucks. Or something.
For some reason, I'm in a super horrible bad mood today. 
Certain people (actually a majority of people in general) have just been grating on my last few nerves today. 
I do not know why.

Ok. Enough with the one lines. Ugh. See? It's even gotten to the point where I'm annoying me. Every time I do something, I think "wow that was stupid/annoying." It's bugging the crap out of me. 

So. Today. Got the Mucc discography. About half way through the Ayabie discography. Thats probably the only good things. Besides I got to talk to Van and Kami for the first time in like a week today. 

Otherwise... we got our schedule for spring training for Crew. And O.M.G. I'm going to die. Seriously. And what the crap is up with the schedule anyway? I realize they were trying to make it funny, but its just stupid. To me. This could be due to the fact that I am in a bad mood. I don't know. But it's stuff like:

Thursday: 7am - 11 am = Getting some sun on the water (aka - rowing)
                   2pm - 6 pm = So much fun you'll pee your pants!
                  7pm - 10 pm = Some intense, beyond all measure of punishing workouts.

Seriously. That's word for word. Except I switched up some times and stuff cause I didn't feel like making a real day. But those three are all on there as 'to-do's. wtf?

Anyway. To top that off I have 6:30 practice tomorrow. I really really dont want to go. But I haven't been able to go for like two weeks so I should go. Tomorrows probably going to be a bad day. Just like today. And like Wednesday will be. And Thursday until classes are over and I can go home. 

Ugh. This is supposed to be a good happy journal. I better think of something good to say. 
... 
I don't know. I get to go home Thursday. But then I have to come back monday morning for training. Sigh. I'm so down. I'm stressed out, I'm sick of school, I really need a break but I'm not getting one thanks to SOME THINGS. THAT I HAD TO JOIN. UGH. 

Yes, I realize it's my own fault for thinking I needed to do something good. But... whatever. I don't care.

Anyway. Now that my whining/bitching is done.... I'm going to bed. 

I apologize if you read this. I've already ranted elsewhere. But... I don't know. I'm trying really hard to not sound emo and its not working. 

Damnit. =_=

Merry makes my world go round. I want more Gara pictures. Unfortunately, I will have to do that another time. So. Until then... I don't know. Nevermind. They're a good band ok? =_=

SO. I haven't updated in a while. XD My apologies... o.o

Lots of random drama/crap has been happening. But I won't write about that.

So, I'm doing a lot better in German. :D I got an A on my first test and my most recent vocab quiz. Oh I just realized I can check for the test we had today, allow me to do so... -a few minutes later- Lol, Dr. Schiketanz put the space for the test up but didnt put in the grade. So now, since its a 0 technically, my average says 55. >_> I don't like that... I want my grade! Lol I'm so impatient.

I'm so tired and sore. x_x I took my 2k test for today. Thats where you urg on the machine and go for a 2000 meter 'race' on it. You have to keep up your stroke rate and watch time and stuff. I actually did good according to the assistant coach. I don't understand all the numbers yet, but he said that I got under 10 which is super good for a novice. I was like "Yeah!"

But Thursday at Crew... was horrible. I have a big long rant/explanation that goes along with this but I don't particularly feel like typing it all out. But basically what happened was... we dropped The Force (the novice womens boat... and also the heaviest boat the crew team owns...) on the dock and the skeg (the part that steers... the one part you DO NOT BREAK) broke off completely. And when we/they dropped the boat the rigor caught on my knee so now I have a HUGE bruise, and a cut across the back of my hand in front of my middle and pointer fingers. It wasn't too bad a cut, it just kept bleeding a bit and they wouldnt let me fix it. x_x 

Then SOMETHING (I really dunno what) happened while we were rowing and my oar like... pinned me down to the boat. It was horrible. It really doesnt help that I don't really ... click with the other girls? I mean... I know and understand I'm not the most outgoing person in the world, but they all like huddle together and talk and run together when we run and stuff. I'm just kinda... there. I actually have made efforts to talk to them and stuff, but they either don't really say anything or just reply with a notanswer then go on with each other. -_-; It doesnt help I'm ALWAYS the LAST one to finish running and they won't start anything else till everyone's done. So everyone just kind of watches me impatiently when we run. Sigh. 

I realize I sound like I'm trying to feel sorry for myself but I'm really not. I'm just... saying. And rowing is like... insanely hard. x_x Well not insanely but its pretty hard. I know they keep saying we'll get better but I just want to stop being... bad. =_= Siiigh... Anyway. 

I heard a story about two of my professors the other day... that I'm not sure I really needed to hear. Long story short, my female professor Dr. S asked my gay male professor Dr. J for some condoms (she didnt want to go to the store cause she thought she would run into students) and he offered to give her some lube too. She kept saying she didnt need it and he was like "Uh.. Yeah you do." And she was like "Uh... No I don't. I'm a woman, I make my own!" And he just didn't get it...

So then one of the girls in our class asked Dr. S if maybe Dr. J thought that she actually sat in her kitchen and like... brewed her own and after thinking for a few moments Dr. S was like "OMG I BET HE DOES O_O" 

Well... now that its just sooo late at 9:30 I am exhausted and am going to go to bed. So... goodnight. I'm glad I'm home for the weekend too. Hooray. :D 
... I feel like I have a fever. ;_; 
... And I really want sushi but I'm literally broke and cant afford it. ;_;