I got an email from that language program today. Turns out I didn't get accepted. :P
Oh well, that's ok. Now I can get a job and work at home, and maybe take Chemistry during the summer. I think that's the best course of action anyway. Then I can save up money for when I DO get to go somewhere. (Preferably Japan but hey, I'm only hoping...)
So, besides the fact that I knew there was less than like a 20% chance that I would get accepted, I'm not going to lie... I'm kinda disappointed. I tried my best not to get hyped about it or anything but then, lol, how can you NOT?
Therefore, I officially have the second thing that I've completely and utterly failed at this week. This SpringBreak isn't exactly going well in terms of succeeding in great things. Oh well, I still have my friends and family and I get to spend time with them and that's all that matters.
Though, I still feel kinda feel down in a way for some reason. Not seriously, just like ... "Ugh, why?!" You know what I mean? With this second thing of defeat, other things in my life that are lacking, and have been lacking for some time, are becoming more apparent. I think its one of those psychological things where when one bad thing happens your mind tries to sneakily make it worse by making you remember other things, you know? Sigh. I'll get over it.
Well. I'm going to try to go write a new chapter of one of my stories so people can comment on it and I can be proud of SOMETHING.
Oh, I finished FFX2 today. But for some reason, when it got to the final ending clip scene, it started skipping and freezing. T___T I'm so upset. I cleaned the disc so I'm going to replay the end tomorrow and see if I can get it to work correctly. Why do I have such bad luck with videogame endings? >_> Literally, every video game I've ever finished has been marred. I'll even make a list (it won't be long lol)...
Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time - - - was rushed trying to get it back to the rental store before it closed.
FInal Fantasy X - - - A friend was randomly over for the ending and constantly asking why everything was happening.
Kingdom Hearts I - - - Phone rang and was in other end of the house. Was annoying uncle.
Kingdom Hearts II - - - Little sister's friends were over and (literally) screaming outside my bedroom so I couldn't hear what was going on.
The Longest Journey - - - That ending just plain SUCKED. And I haven't been able to get ahold of the sequel game. T_T
Siberia - - - I can barely remember what that game was about... that gives you a hint about the ending.
Final Fantasy X2 - - - Disc began skipping and freezing. Oh, and dad was making snide remarks about it. T_T
Sigh. Oh well.
Oh, the new Mucc CD " Shion " is like... amazing. I mean, I've always liked Mucc, but this has just blown me away. I can't stop listening to it. o_o I definitely suggest this CD if you're looking for something random to download.
Ok, random post getting long. Byebye now. -_-/)
Oh well, that's ok. Now I can get a job and work at home, and maybe take Chemistry during the summer. I think that's the best course of action anyway. Then I can save up money for when I DO get to go somewhere. (Preferably Japan but hey, I'm only hoping...)
So, besides the fact that I knew there was less than like a 20% chance that I would get accepted, I'm not going to lie... I'm kinda disappointed. I tried my best not to get hyped about it or anything but then, lol, how can you NOT?
Therefore, I officially have the second thing that I've completely and utterly failed at this week. This SpringBreak isn't exactly going well in terms of succeeding in great things. Oh well, I still have my friends and family and I get to spend time with them and that's all that matters.
Though, I still feel kinda feel down in a way for some reason. Not seriously, just like ... "Ugh, why?!" You know what I mean? With this second thing of defeat, other things in my life that are lacking, and have been lacking for some time, are becoming more apparent. I think its one of those psychological things where when one bad thing happens your mind tries to sneakily make it worse by making you remember other things, you know? Sigh. I'll get over it.
Well. I'm going to try to go write a new chapter of one of my stories so people can comment on it and I can be proud of SOMETHING.
Oh, I finished FFX2 today. But for some reason, when it got to the final ending clip scene, it started skipping and freezing. T___T I'm so upset. I cleaned the disc so I'm going to replay the end tomorrow and see if I can get it to work correctly. Why do I have such bad luck with videogame endings? >_> Literally, every video game I've ever finished has been marred. I'll even make a list (it won't be long lol)...
Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time - - - was rushed trying to get it back to the rental store before it closed.
FInal Fantasy X - - - A friend was randomly over for the ending and constantly asking why everything was happening.
Kingdom Hearts I - - - Phone rang and was in other end of the house. Was annoying uncle.
Kingdom Hearts II - - - Little sister's friends were over and (literally) screaming outside my bedroom so I couldn't hear what was going on.
The Longest Journey - - - That ending just plain SUCKED. And I haven't been able to get ahold of the sequel game. T_T
Siberia - - - I can barely remember what that game was about... that gives you a hint about the ending.
Final Fantasy X2 - - - Disc began skipping and freezing. Oh, and dad was making snide remarks about it. T_T
Sigh. Oh well.
Oh, the new Mucc CD " Shion " is like... amazing. I mean, I've always liked Mucc, but this has just blown me away. I can't stop listening to it. o_o I definitely suggest this CD if you're looking for something random to download.
Ok, random post getting long. Byebye now. -_-/)
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