So I got the Merry mood theme working. Yay! I'm happy. It only took forever to set up. Now my lj is officially all Merry-fied. Yes.

I don't know what to talk about. The last few posts have been very ugh so.. I'm going to try to cover the stuff that's been happening lately. 

Well. Last Tuesday Crew was cancelled for the weather, so I went to the Paintball Wars the SAB was putting on because my roommate is on SAB and she was working it. I went in Paintable clothes just in case, but I really didn't want to get painted. But the other novice girls were there and they saw me and came over and were like "Oh E you look sooo unpainted..."

So I realized I had two choices: 
1 - Say no and have even more disrest be born in the boat ... or
2- Let them attack me and have team bonding.

So being the wonderful person that I am, I let them attack me. The really sad thing is that since then I've actually noticed a difference in their attitudes towards me. Isn't that sad? 

Anyway. When they were attacking me again later, they all had the squishy balls with paint, and I had nothing. So I ran and dipped my hands in the buckets of paint then turned around and yelled "I may  not have any balls but I have wet fingers!!!"

...

Yeah. Good job. I lose.

Anyway. This week is Spring Break. And we're going to have training. I really really really really really really really really really don't want to go. I can't express to you how much I don't want to go. Every time I think about having to back tomorrow I get really sad and upset. Not upset maybe. Oh, forget it. I give up.

I just really want to stay home for a while. Is that so bad? 

Anyway. I'm supposed to find out if I got accepted to go to Korea this summer or not near the end of March. The bad part is that half of me is hoping I didn't get accepted. I know I probably didn't, so I shouldn't have too much to worry about. It's not that I wouldn't go... I don't know. UGH. FORGET THIS TOO.

I can't talk about anything without sounding like I'm trying to feel constantly sorry for myself and its pissing me off. I have a headache and I don't feel well so I'm just going to go now. Goodnight.